I do and do not.

Every people definitely will have ever experienced getting tremble when they are waiting an announcement. Whether the announcement declare expilicitly; announcement about your acceptance in sending appplicant tou your job, do registrasion to a university/school, announcement in declaring the winner in the final of a competition. Or even announcement that it declare implicitly; wait your wife birth a cute girl baby or handsome baby, so on and so forth (gue bingung kasih contohnya ><)

Literally, announcement is a moment when you get to see the final result after you do something and you get to wait getting the announcement.

What makes the announcement is so surprisable? Because announcement make you are in two choices; Expected or Unexpected.

It is called ‘expected’ when the announcement inline with your expectation. Example when  you are getting a competition automatically you will expect to be the winner even you have huge pessimistic but in your deep heart, you have desire to be the winner, it’s natural I’ve thought. Yes, ‘expected result’’ could be defined as victory.

It is obviously called ‘unexpected’ that opposite with your expectation. It is very sad to getting on but you will ever to get it even once.

As a human, I ever feel a thousand tremble when waiting an annoucement. It makes me getting smile or often getting me cry in low level till hard level (exagerate yah :p).

What I’ve told to you now is the experienced for 2 months recently how I got many trembling announcement. I do not want to talk anything. You see this:

Unexpected Announcement :((

Expected :))

You see, it’s real announcement.

Modern era: Everything will be easier. You don’t need to say missing someone and await him/her to reply till many days, weeks or months indeed. But your yearning could be replied a micro second.

Me             : Send me a letter!

Someone  : Do we have easy  communication to communicate each other easily?

Me          : Yes, we do. But I love a letter.

I had never taught to love sending a letter via PT. Pos Indonesia. There are no any culture who force me to communicate someone by writing. I recognize this world (sending letter via pos) because of my lovely kid magazine.

I love reading since I was child. My parents supported me to read everything and especially they made me subscribe Majalah Bobo every Thursday. It is one of popular and prestigious magazine in Indonesia for children. Even I often bought another child magazine such as Kreatif or Bravo. Yang lainnya beli karena suka hadiahnya hahaha.

Bobo told me everything. I got a lot of knowledge from its, especially that I want to discuss; Bobo always held a lot of event to get some gift like free Barbie Mariposa, merchandise Bobo or many other. Because I love free, I often join the event and want it to or not, I must send the answer of the question to get that prize by sending postcard. Yes, it is the first experienced I often visited PT. Pos Indonesia. You know, I never win tauuuk :((

Bobo also recognize me with the term sapen (sahabat pena/penpals), but I never join it because I was reluctant to write and I regretted not to do sapen till now. I don’t have any remembrance.

How I am not angry if every supporter try to denounce one another candidates of president and his vice. Supporter of Prabowo-Hatta denounce Jokowi-JK and supporter of Jokowi-JK denounce Prabowo-Hatta.

I had a list of frontal fanpages/group in facebook which always post many articles full with SARA and unpolite reason why we may not choose one of candidates. What they said are very very severe. They call the candidate with another name and it’s unpolite (I don’t want to give you an example) and denounce by unsuitable word, pokoknya parah wes.

One another supporter hate each other, they want their idol has big supporting from their environment regardless anything.

You must know that everyone in Indonesia has right to choose whose the best for Indonesia, everyone also has right to invite and do campaign  for persuading another people to choose one candidate but in right way , don’t you?

Moreover, I want to tell you that both candidates are the best people who is chosen by their party and by Komisi Pemilihan Umum (KPU) itself. It’s impossible if they are prisoner or terrorist. They are also the educated people even have different level in studying, over all they are not random people. Both of them has been counting as people who deserve getting title as “Presiden Republik Indonesia”

Getting a bad news from OSN 2014!

My lovely junior cannot proceed to Olimpiade Sains Nasional 2014!!!

 Do I Shock? Exactly but the news gives me a lesson. Don’t you know?

I got BBM from my friend in Bangkalan-Madura this evening, he said “I got bad news from OSN 2014”. I asked him “What’s upp? (in my deep heart, I had worry to my junior)”. He answered my BBM lamaaa sekali and he asked “Adikmu gak lolos, Sin”. Jleb! I cried.

He is the first people who knows the announcement of OSN 2014. I asked my junior from SMAN 4 Denpasar and she did not know that announcement had announced. When I asked to my friend from Bangkalan, she (from foursma) able to proceed to OSN 2014. Zulfi (junior from my school) had not known yet, I did not say that he did not proceed to OSN 2014, let him know by himself. Pokoknya gitu lah ceritanya, you will know how my junior so surprise.

After that, I got my body fly to another world. I felt goosebump thinking about this. It’s not about I was sad that my junior all at once my best friend cannot proceed it, but I had another thought even that is my reason also.

In my bedroom, I back to last year. How I felt that God was so cruel to make me not  getting a medal in OSN 2013. I hate OSN till the end of this time. You know? I had forgotten that proceeding to OSN 2013 have been the huge achievement from me and my school.