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Truck Miniature Festival: A Type of Stratification

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - November 24, 2016

Green Concept for Company: A Lie Theory

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - February 12, 2016

It’s a trend for world to care and safe environment from every activity which breaks our earth. People have considered the importance of taking priority to keep environment still in their nature recently.

The effort has been allocated by people in United Nation Conference in Stockholm on 1972 which discussing about the emerging of human consciousness toward the severe condition of earth. The conference told about how urgent to control people desire and move to another paradigm to take environment as a priority in doing activity. The highlight point that’s confronted is about economic activity which sacrifices the value of saving environment under the reason of raising high profit for people happiness. It’s real that there’s trade-off between economic growth and keeping environment in their nature.

The agenda of discussing economic activity which is not inappropriate with environment ongoing were held after the issuance Stockholm Declaration. United Nations made continuation summits many times on Manlevedeo, Rio de Janeiro, and the others to talk about the solution of the problem that every people has had consciousness to care with environment. There are a lot of program that UN had made: constructing Environmental Law for Positive National Law, making new conservation strategy (“Caring of The Earth”), constructing biodiversity convention, and creating Kyoto Protocol for developed country. Those resolutions have an expectation to bring betterment for our earth.

Another solution births the idea of Corporate Social Responsibility (CSR) which expects company as a profit oriented organization to care with their around. We cannot deny that industrial company affects the problem for our environment by their industrial activity. It’s supported by a lot of country to do ratification International Environmental Law, it was also done by Indonesia by issuing regulation about Perseroan Terbatas chapter 74 verse1 and 2 to oblige company in Indonesia doing CSR. Finally it also emerges the requirement for company to report their activity in doing CSR annually. Of course CSR which has done by company must be reported its accountability. The name of report is Sustainability Reporting, the name of report is similar to Sustainability Accounting, Environmental Accounting Disclosure, and Social and Environmental Reporting. All of them recently are well-known as Green accounting because most of them has contributed toward the sustainability of environment.

Green accounting underlie under Triple Bottom Line Concept that consists of 3 fundamentals, called 3P: Profit, People, Planet. Wow it’s so glorious right, isn’t it? Yes it seems, but is not.

Let be more critical, don’t you think that any gaffe exists here? Yes, it is.

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Yaa Rabb, Forgive Me for My Selfish!

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - January 29, 2016

Last night, someone chat me on Line, he criticized my plan around 2016, and said: YOU ARE SELFISH!

I just stare on my smartphone while he explain me anything about his opinion on me, I admit, I have dirty soul!

I want to have anything, I want to be a winner, I want to make all my dream come true, I want to be the best one, I want I want I want these and I want those (kayak doraemon ._.), and all for myself.

It’s like a bomb for me to awake from my consciousness and gaze my past with strange paradigm to always be ‘someone’. I am someone who wants to be heard and pride. I just forgot about what’s human being, why human being. I forgot the reality.

“And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me” (Adz-Dzariyat: 56)

Human were born to worship their Creator, Allah SWT. Human are nothing without their God whom has intend to alive human in this earth. It’s big obligation for me to obey and worship Allah more than everything. Without Him, I am nothing. So, how I want to be someone for my selfishness while I forgot what actually I am here as the one who needs His blessings to alive, It’s the time for me to return me back to Fitrah (nature).

As an essence of nobody which my lecturer told in her blog (you can see here), I have thrown my soul to grey way and awake from darkness mind as a selfish. I perceive what I did for long time just bring me to ‘someone’ which never think about what my duty in this earth. Yes I must do my duty as a praise to live here, I was born not to sleep and enjoy this world until my death comes, but to drive the big responsibility as a khalifah, Khalifatullah Fil Arldh.

And when your Lord said to the angels, “Verily I am going to make in the earth a vicegerent”; they said: “wilt thou place in it such as shall make mischief in it and shed blood while we celebrate Thy praise and extol Thy holiness?” He said: “Surely I know what you do not know” (Al-Baqarah:30).

I have big amanah from Allah to keep this earth on balance, in prosperous, in its nature. Allah wants me to drive all my responsibility but I don’t even do anything for its. As my professor (Prof. Iwan Triyuwono)said, human needs an instrument to drive their duty in this life. As a leader needs way to be able leading well, it’s same for us as a Khalifatullah Fil Arldh needs a way, real plan, real action for leading this earth and keeping it in its nature.

What’s my instrument?

I never think about that, I never think how I can carry on my amanah as a human. Don’t you think that I am so selfish? I’m selfish, yes I admit, FORGIVE ME YAA RABB!

I don’t even write my duty as Your Servant in my plan in this year. I won’t perceive it if no one blames my way, I praise to have ever acquainted with people who has high consciousness in worshipping you perfectly. Now I decide to do something which I hope this will be my instrument to reach Your blessings and be the good servant in serving you perfectly. I’m nothing without Your Blessings.

It comes to my new consciousness which I want to back my past when I want to be a nuclear expert to make Islam in its glory. I want to uphold my high spirit to glorify Islam by science. I want to be Islamic scientist whom has contribution for all in the world. I want to make all human in the world know that Islam is not religion with stupidity and backwardness (as Muhammad Baqir Ash-Shadr defines the meaning of Jihad nowadays), Islam is the real religion which directs its followers to be big thinking person. I want to serve Allah by performing what He said in Al-Qur’an to think about what He has created (Al- Baqarah:164).

Bismillah, with my choice in learning Sharia Accounting and care about environment by constructing a paradigm to have real action to save environment, it will be one of the way for me to reach His Ridho.

I still have shallow thought to serve You perfectly yaa Allah. Let you direct me to the way which always brings me the rightest way to make me as a real human.

Thanks to everyone who has made me perceived

In Gondanglegi at dawn time,

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2016, be calm!

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - January 25, 2016

Must be well prepared to face 2016 in doing all process and get satisfied result in the end of year. Regret is not legitimate to come again in my life, instead I regret due to trespassing the plan I make in the beginning of year. OHHHH I’M SURE IT WILL IMPOSIBLE TO COME. Aamiin :’)

Let I think deeply and write my plan one by one meanwhile reading Bismillah, wish Allah helps me to reach all plan I made :))

I want to stop my addict to hold and check smartphone anytime.
I’m sure smartphone has been declining my productivity to do anything because I will never focus to do my job while feeling afraid to leave update information from social media. Moreover, the information which I leave is not about political or international issues but I check all groups in my Line account and wait status updating from my friend. SOOO STUPID, SINTIA!!!!!Yes, because I have perceived about that, I need to habituate my self not to be addicted, I have to improve my intention for doing activity in focus
Read a lot meaningful book outside reference literature in classTo be honest, my plan is still same with last year because I got trouble to reach it. I only got a chance to read another my college book is in holiday. Not too much because I sleep more than reading. I got much problem when I discuss or make a scientific paper, yaa because I lack reading another field of knowledge. Bismillah this could be a lesson for betterment on 2016
Writing MUCHNew consciousness comes to me after I know that I got less productivity. I got nothing for my history record. I don’t have much any output which gives beneficial for humankind. I don’t remember again what critical thinking that I made for betterment of life. All those happen because I LESS WRITING, writing on my blog, writing on scientific paper, etc. Especially writing on blog, both! BOTH! BOTH! Really I feel enjoy to write in English than Indonesia :(((
The main thing: I also have to write much in many conferences and writing competition :)
Be the best student in universityThis means to encourage me for better learning process in class. I must read college literature much, not to be easily thinking that the subject is deniable. Join class well, keep active, but not to ambitious haha. I need to do GOOD PROCESS hmm…
Win in CompetitionReminder for you: I’M SPECIALIST FINALIST around 2015. I joined 4 paper competitions and I got finalist predicate for them :( Heyy I want to get my past glory to win (which glory? haha *forgetit). I don’t know what’s the urgency to be a winner while I cannot give beneficial for humankind. However being a winner is my parent’s hope, as a form of my process. Hmm doing better for every competition, it must :)
Go InternationalI also want to go abroad to join scientific forum, representing Indonesia. Go there by free especially. It’s time for me to go to another country and see what happens there. Aaaah I want it. Please. I will do my best to reach it. Wish me luck for it.
Being a Lecturer Assistant and Olympiad DelegateHmm it comes the year for me to apply lecturer assistant and Olympiad delegates. It makes my blood trembling every semester to keep my score in perfect. (FYI, my Financial Accounting score almost get me die due to its complicated). Oh I don’t know what will happen next. I deal to have big effort for them :”)))
Be a better MuslimahHmm it will be hard to keep istiqomah in doing ritual such as Puasa Senin-Kamis and doing much sholat sunnah. However being a better in worshipping Allah is an ultimate goal of the year
Stay Calm with HimHaha it’s crazy plan but it’s true considering our circumstance which impose us to be separated in distance. Only in distance, not and may not separate for our heart hahaha. Yes, I’m sure that I have to be calm and control my emotion in driving our relation. I must separate the time with him and on focus to my job (and tolerate to his business). I don’t know, what kinda plan I made in this point wkwk

Overall, I expect much for the successive of my plan in this year. Even I just late to post the plan but it doesn’t mean failure of my plan in the year.

Good bye for the evaluation in the end of the year with every success news :))

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Evaluation for 2015

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - January 19, 2016

Hello 2016!

I don’t know why I don’t have eagerness to evaluate my 2015 and tell the resolution on 2015 immediately in the last day of 2015 as usual. For your information, as a student of Brawijaya University, I face my final test in odd semester appropriately in the initial date of 2016. I made my 31^st December as quiet week whom it’s the time for me to finish my ‘take home’ assignment and review all material to break my test.

Initiate with the evaluation of 2015,

I cannot say that I had passed all the day perfectly. I did wasting activity which supposed to be productive as well. I less reading book outside my college reference. Moreover, I did not succeed to read all those reference books in my odd semester because of my business as a member of many organization which I could not control. I’ve failed to make a plan regarding reading a meaningful non-fiction book for more.

Besides, I got really fail in writing productively as much as possible in my blog both blog UB and this lovely blog. I exactly did the failure in odd semester again and again. I less thought critically and created the spectacular posts on blogger. It’s hard to evaluate about what I did along the year until my productivity flew away.

For my achievement, my GPA could not reach perfectly on both semesters. I got perfect for my even semester and nearly got perfect for the odd semester of my 1^st year college. I joined a lot of competition by the year and tried joining international competition, from all endeavor, I have not gotten anything as a result. I cannot blame them because I got problematic in doing the process to do them. Yaaa it must be the biggest homework for me to improve the process for highest result that I’ll achieve.

Then…

Alhamdulillah, 2015 brings my new experience as researcher after I got special occasion to join research project with lecturer. The project is doing the qualitative research under the umbrella research about “Akuntansi Gula”. I took research about interpreting prosperity under the sugarcane farmer perspective in my village which has widely field for sugarcane. Wearing etnomethodology, I start to be near with the real academician world which I want to reach it for along.

In the spirituality affair, shameful is the point. I’m sure that I often leave tahajud and puasa senin-kamis under the reason of exhausted and getting illness. I don’t know what I had thought by the time until leaving my obligation. Oh mine, remember me for this!

AAAAARRGGHH!!!!

“Regret always places in the end”

The statement is really suitable with me who has wasted potential time for unimportance. However it’s the proud year because it’s my first year which able to make me and my boyfriend love each other during all around day in 2015 hahaha bismillah for next countless moment yaaa. Bismillah for my productivity in the year and wish me luck!!!!!!!!

A regretful girl,

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Strive Woman Right but am Not Radical Feminist

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - September 06, 2015

Living in a patriarchal society is the fact that I pride and regret. Being protected and cannot grow independently. However I want to be independent for some reason

Boy is always counted as the better one. Boy is born as a person in charge to every girl in this world. Even it’s in Indonesia or wherever, you will find the fact. Girl is always protected due to her weakness. Girl may not go out of home as they like. Rule, Regulation, girl has them more than boy, needless to mention one by one, you will sure about it.

I guess the case that I want to tell you will restrict only to my environment because I live in religious environment and come from venerated scholar family. Girl and boy are differentiated. It’s taboo to meet a boy in our eyes. We have single sex school and surely live in the boarding school which we never meet a boy at once. There will be no interaction between girl and boy, for social orientation until talk about study etc. And finally girl is only a tribute for boy in the end of the day (married). After that, girl will always still face its restricted environment.

They may not go to work. Girl is only permitted to make her face up to present good looking to her husband, birth the baby which it means girl satisfy the biological need of the boy, and cooking every day and organize house stuff. Hmm those activity in Javanese derives the term 3M for a female: Macak (make up), Manak (have birth a child), and Masak (cooking).

Someone will feel that it’s only happened in R.A Kartini era. Yes they’re right, the different thing is located in our education which has been existing in recent situation even interaction is still limited because that single sex school. However I pride to make my gender in my environment has achieved their need of education.

Even I am one of the society that live in that village with super patriarchal system, I don’t take any part of them because my family make me spend my childhood in capital city of Indonesia which the boundaries has disappear in capital city social intercourse. However I still face the fact which I have great control that’s made by my parents until I go to university. I may not ride motorcycle by myself. I may not go anywhere out of maghrib with my friend. I may not have a friend much with a boy instead bringing the boy come to my house. I praise some boundaries tried to turn down in my life, every restriction to do interaction with a boy is about boundaries around religion which extremely need to be obeyed. However I am still protected for insecurity even though I want to be dependent. Yes I have won in some case toward girl in my environment to get interaction and education as high as I can. But I still have problem and it’s important to be counted. Hmm some of husband will forbide his wife to work.

Now I don’t talk in my limited environment but it’s about whole world which make husband will have strictly rule in permitting the wife go to work. A man in this life, not to mention, in some region or racial will have a paradigm to make the wife not going to work. It’s caused of some feeling of man that man has capacity to fulfill the financial need of his wife and children so wife may not go to work to find money. Some husband is offended if his wife searches money by herself. And part of husband will afraid if his wife can generate money more than him. Those are some why reason wife must be housewife.

Here, I surely want to oppose the idea of husband that forbids his wife being a carrier woman for all the reason. I want to emphasize that going to work for me is not about searching money as much as possible. I don’t have any intention to compete with my husband in the future about how much money that I could generate by my hand. It also doesn’t mean that I want to oppress my husband because I can save money more than him. No! Not for those stereotype!

I am here going to get higher education means that I want to search knowledge as much as possible because my religion suggests every people to get knowledge, limitless for girl and boy (as my quote in the right of this blog). Not stop until that point, I also want to give beneficial for all people in my surrounding. I want to make my knowledge which I have dug for many years and put effort to delight my parents by lot of achievement will bring me to people that able to spread beneficial by it. So how if I’ll be housewife later and not develop my knowledge in the real world as my dream since I was child?

The idea to limit the movement of woman to be a carrier woman is a big wound for me. I have not married yet for now but I worry if some man did the case to me later. I heard the case recently and see the fact which occurs to some woman in my surrounding. I don’t want it happen to me, really.

It’s like a hell to study more in my program until get title as a bachelor and also put big effort to catch a lot of trophy since in my high school but finally I must stay in my house and forget every knowledge that I pursue. It’s also be a bargaining power for me if I have a job and able to search money by my own way. It means that I don’t need to ask money to my husband for giving money to my parent in making them happy and life in welfare.The most important is that I have a power to finance my life and children when he will leave me out when he die (jangan tinggalin saya dulu bang tapi) because I have habituation to generate money for my life. Yes however I need money to give me a bargaining power when he dishonest to me (please yang ini naudzubillah tertimpa sama aku, jangan gituin saya ya bang , love you :(((( )

Yes I want to get my right better than before. I am grateful to have a right getting education as high as possible and go out from my village and able to have a partner with boy. However I still want to take more right by opposing some idea which I think not relevant to be implemented in this life for now. Maybe you will call me as a part of feminist that sue a lot of right woman whom we think we are discriminated. But hey, I only want this additional right for being functional woman in his world.

I don’t force to make everyone legalize woman topless in media. I don’t force world to make me can abort baby in my womb and also smoke when I get pregnancy under a reason of body autonomy right. I also don’t have desire to make man live in house while I pursue my carrier. I don’t even want to degrade man dignity for importance of my gender. I am not radical feminist. Seriously.

I cannot deny taking after my children by myself is important. Because children need to get high treatment by giving them love and teach them with every value which prevails in this world. It also seems better to serve our dinner by my hand. My heart wants to do that but my brain flies me to an idea being a carrier woman indeed.

I want to achieve my dream to be a lecturer. I want it. Please hear me my future husband and also every boy who marry with educated woman. I believe that I myself can organize my time between my carrier and about house stuff. I will go to work meanwhile my children go to school or will be taken after by baby sitter on half day because I need to go to campus for teaching. I will still cook for my husband. But let me allow not to clean my house and give it to a servant, my dearest.

I surely believe it will run well between my carrier and house stuff. I will not get job in office which force me going to work from 8 a.m to 8 p.m every day. No I don’t. Ah I wish to meet you, my husband who understand my want. Believe me, I will make you and our children happy.

Only strive my right, not to wrest my tribute to you and all man in this world.

Little feminist,

Sintia

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This House Believes That GPA is Not Important

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - August 14, 2015

The title is not some motion that I found in debate competition whether for prepared nor impromptu motion. Remind you again that I just an ex debater which still love to discuss about controversial issue.

GPA is abbreviation from Grade Point Average, it’s like a final score that will be gotten by student. In Indonesia, only student in university who uses this score method with range ≤ 4. GPA is a reflection about the result of studying process in one semester. GPA is accumulative score which are given by lecturer. If someone able to achieve GPA > 3.5 so it means they got Cum Laude.

For your information countless I discuss with people who insist to argue that GPA is not important at all. Instead it is common for student to say GPA is not important in this life, what we need is soft skill so develop your soft skill during your time in university. For this time, I take in the opposition side.

Actually I know why there are some paradigm to say GPA is not important. It is caused by judgment that someone who got high GPA is not reflection of success people and hard worker. There is judgment that someone who got high GPA will not positively have real skill in his/her field that able to function when he/she go to work. They also say that GPA is not a determination to have a good life. Maybe it’s some ideal reason why they said so.

Ladies and Gentleman…

I really have ever experienced that score in studying process that’s given by lecturer beyond expectation. You feel easily to learn the subject but finally you got bad score and vice versa. It’s also resentment that your friend whom you think not good on that subject will get perfect score. Hell! I knew it. He got fake score and so do I.

However you need to clarify it’s only in one subject, Does the boy will got some lucky score until the end of his college? Do clever people will got bad luckiness in their all subject?

No. Your hard work will answer the problem. God will return everything that you need to get.

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Diamond of My Ramadhan

by Sintia Farach Dhiba - July 20, 2015

Every moslem will happy facing Ramadhan, include I am as a moslem from Indonesia

I’m happy with Ramadhan 1436 H, very happy, beyond the expectation :)

My 1^st Ramadhan was spent in my boarding house because I had last exam in college. I do shalat tarawih with my friend in college mosque, Masjid Raden Patah, with 8 raka’at and long khotbah. 1^st Ramadhan was the last day of my first week exam, then I went home to spend my fasting with family and follow all regulation in home.

As a part of family Al-Rahbini, I need to join all regulation inside moreover my father is one of committee there. Yes, I must break fasting and shalat tarawih in Yayasan Sosial Islam dan Pendidikan Syekh Ali Al-Rahbini (YASIRA), one of foundation that my family made for social orientation. I found news that YASIRA will invite one of hafidz Al-Qur’an from Mecca Al-Mukarramah, Saudi Arabia to be Imam every sholat including sholat tarawih with half juz a day. He is also the 1^st winner of Mutsabaqah Hafidzul Qur’an in Saudi Arabia. Oh no!!!
It will spend long time to sholat, seriously! I am lazy guys, really!

In my 1^st break fasting, I went to YASIRA. There was someone told in front of people in Al-Rahbini mosque with Arabic. I guessed he read a chain of pray for us, I ask to my mother,

“Where’s Imam from Mecca that’s invited by YASIRA, mom? “

“Someone do khutbah in front of you is him, Sintia!”

Oh hey actually he did khotbah in front of me, I didn’t understand what he said really. *sumpah malu, I’m too silly yaaa :(((

He is from Saudi Arabia, but he doesn’t have pointed nose, cat eyes, and everything like Caucasoid racial that’s in my fantasy since some days ago. Here he is:

His name is Abdul Basith. As I’ve told you . He is also the 1^st winner of Mutsabaqah Hafidzul Qur’an in Saudi Arabia for 30 Juz category. He is also win in another competition of Hafidzul Qur’an. Another superior of him, he had been Imam Tarawih in some mosque in Saudi Arabia for this following 5 years, with 1 juz a day exactly. By the way, I know all the information from data in my father’s laptop hahaha

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Truck Miniature Festival: A Type of Stratification

Green Concept for Company: A Lie Theory

Yaa Rabb, Forgive Me for My Selfish!

2016, be calm!

Evaluation for 2015

Strive Woman Right but am Not Radical Feminist

This House Believes That GPA is Not Important

Diamond of My Ramadhan

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