I do and do not.

Every people definitely will have ever experienced getting tremble when they are waiting an announcement. Whether the announcement declare expilicitly; announcement about your acceptance in sending appplicant tou your job, do registrasion to a university/school, announcement in declaring the winner in the final of a competition. Or even announcement that it declare implicitly; wait your wife birth a cute girl baby or handsome baby, so on and so forth (gue bingung kasih contohnya ><)

Literally, announcement is a moment when you get to see the final result after you do something and you get to wait getting the announcement.

What makes the announcement is so surprisable? Because announcement make you are in two choices; Expected or Unexpected.

It is called ‘expected’ when the announcement inline with your expectation. Example when  you are getting a competition automatically you will expect to be the winner even you have huge pessimistic but in your deep heart, you have desire to be the winner, it’s natural I’ve thought. Yes, ‘expected result’’ could be defined as victory.

It is obviously called ‘unexpected’ that opposite with your expectation. It is very sad to getting on but you will ever to get it even once.

As a human, I ever feel a thousand tremble when waiting an annoucement. It makes me getting smile or often getting me cry in low level till hard level (exagerate yah :p).

What I’ve told to you now is the experienced for 2 months recently how I got many trembling announcement. I do not want to talk anything. You see this:

Unexpected Announcement :((

Expected :))

You see, it’s real announcement.

Modern era: Everything will be easier. You don’t need to say missing someone and await him/her to reply till many days, weeks or months indeed. But your yearning could be replied a micro second.

Me             : Send me a letter!

Someone  : Do we have easy  communication to communicate each other easily?

Me          : Yes, we do. But I love a letter.

I had never taught to love sending a letter via PT. Pos Indonesia. There are no any culture who force me to communicate someone by writing. I recognize this world (sending letter via pos) because of my lovely kid magazine.

I love reading since I was child. My parents supported me to read everything and especially they made me subscribe Majalah Bobo every Thursday. It is one of popular and prestigious magazine in Indonesia for children. Even I often bought another child magazine such as Kreatif or Bravo. Yang lainnya beli karena suka hadiahnya hahaha.

Bobo told me everything. I got a lot of knowledge from its, especially that I want to discuss; Bobo always held a lot of event to get some gift like free Barbie Mariposa, merchandise Bobo or many other. Because I love free, I often join the event and want it to or not, I must send the answer of the question to get that prize by sending postcard. Yes, it is the first experienced I often visited PT. Pos Indonesia. You know, I never win tauuuk :((

Bobo also recognize me with the term sapen (sahabat pena/penpals), but I never join it because I was reluctant to write and I regretted not to do sapen till now. I don’t have any remembrance.

How I am not angry if every supporter try to denounce one another candidates of president and his vice. Supporter of Prabowo-Hatta denounce Jokowi-JK and supporter of Jokowi-JK denounce Prabowo-Hatta.

I had a list of frontal fanpages/group in facebook which always post many articles full with SARA and unpolite reason why we may not choose one of candidates. What they said are very very severe. They call the candidate with another name and it’s unpolite (I don’t want to give you an example) and denounce by unsuitable word, pokoknya parah wes.

One another supporter hate each other, they want their idol has big supporting from their environment regardless anything.

You must know that everyone in Indonesia has right to choose whose the best for Indonesia, everyone also has right to invite and do campaign  for persuading another people to choose one candidate but in right way , don’t you?

Moreover, I want to tell you that both candidates are the best people who is chosen by their party and by Komisi Pemilihan Umum (KPU) itself. It’s impossible if they are prisoner or terrorist. They are also the educated people even have different level in studying, over all they are not random people. Both of them has been counting as people who deserve getting title as “Presiden Republik Indonesia”

Getting a bad news from OSN 2014!

My lovely junior cannot proceed to Olimpiade Sains Nasional 2014!!!

 Do I Shock? Exactly but the news gives me a lesson. Don’t you know?

I got BBM from my friend in Bangkalan-Madura this evening, he said “I got bad news from OSN 2014”. I asked him “What’s upp? (in my deep heart, I had worry to my junior)”. He answered my BBM lamaaa sekali and he asked “Adikmu gak lolos, Sin”. Jleb! I cried.

He is the first people who knows the announcement of OSN 2014. I asked my junior from SMAN 4 Denpasar and she did not know that announcement had announced. When I asked to my friend from Bangkalan, she (from foursma) able to proceed to OSN 2014. Zulfi (junior from my school) had not known yet, I did not say that he did not proceed to OSN 2014, let him know by himself. Pokoknya gitu lah ceritanya, you will know how my junior so surprise.

After that, I got my body fly to another world. I felt goosebump thinking about this. It’s not about I was sad that my junior all at once my best friend cannot proceed it, but I had another thought even that is my reason also.

In my bedroom, I back to last year. How I felt that God was so cruel to make me not  getting a medal in OSN 2013. I hate OSN till the end of this time. You know? I had forgotten that proceeding to OSN 2013 have been the huge achievement from me and my school.

I left the euphoria of PilPres 2014 (election of Indonesian president)!!!

Ah, hate my business so far.  When everyone has take a role to observe and classify whose candidate president deserve to be chosen. I had not yet, I still busy with those stuff. However I  want to give comments.

Come to my case, (kayak debat parlementer gue biasanya aja, plak lupakan)

I lost of update around June, but I still spend my time to open social media i.e. Facebook, Twitter, Blackberry Messenger and Line. I often see the controversial article posted by someone, get broadcasted message in BBM about their opinion, see many new fanpages, see what is trending topic and others.

Really PilPres 2014 is the wonderful ones because only 2 candidates who exist in PilPres 2014. First, Prabowo Subianto and Hatta Rajasa. Second, Joko Widodo and Jusuf Kalla.

Both of them have own supporter, each supporters try to persuade another people to vote what they’ve chosen. They have logical reason or even unlogic /SARA reason why we must choose one of the candidate. There are people who write their opinion politely or even angry. Many news about weakness of both candidates spread out in society. Colorful!

I found that people choose candidate under the image who has had by the candidate. They try to have big fanatism to support the candidate till they do not know what actually vision-mission of every candidates and their really capacity-capability outside of the track record (mean: how they are now)

Talk about both candidate president.

May Post:

After I cried because my score for national examination was out of my prediction, I thought that disaster had been end. I used to believe that one failure would be changed by another success. I made myself patient to accept my score and wait unpatiently for the announcement from Kementerian Pendidikan dan Kebudayaan about Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri (SNMPTN). I had big belief that I would be accepted whether it was in Universitas Brawijaya or Universitas Negeri Malang importantly it is Accountancy program.

But earth shake,

“Anda dinyatakan tidak LULUS seleksi SNMPTN”

Hell! I cried as loud as I can. I did not know what kinda reason I was not accepted. I did not know what kinda sin I had till I got this disaster. I did not prepare anything for SBMPTN and another alternative choice. I was like a crazy people by the time.

Yes, SNMPTN is the only way to be accepted in PTN. At least, it is what I had cultivated in my mind. So I took my effort during SMA to conquer that selection. Did everything I could be. But the result was out predictable more than out from my prediction for score in Ujian Nasional.

Both my parents was not believe what I had experienced even though I checked many times on website  and it was same, YOU ARE NOT ACCEPTED. Yayaya my parents did not believe, considering that I always get highest rank paralel without any decreasing in my score report ,I never forget to join external achievement whether I would be the winner or not. They know how is my effort to conquer SNMPTN in my last SMA by those following effort.

22 May 2014 – I and my girl-classmate made a late party behind the school (approach composting area). Silly but lovable!

Guys, you actually know that Ujian Nasional SMA 2014 announcement annouced on 20 May 2014. Another ‘normal’ students directly made a brutal convoy turn around downtown and drew their clothes abstractly after they knew that they got predicate “LULUS”.

My school side anticipated the convoy agenda inside students so the announcement was not token by students but our parents. For my schoolmates who had intention to do convoy, they joined with another students outside school and do that brutal action. But I and my friends were not naughty as well so we kept calm in our house, gazing the result of Ujian Nasional (to me: Crying).

On facebook, there were a lot of photos posted by third grade students with their dirty uniform. Really I did not like it so much. Felt disgusting though I wanted it also haha

And......

My dream to be brutal ones achieve today. And it was not un-planned at all. I got bbm from my friend that I must use uniform for Friday whereas today is Thursday and I must bring additional clothes beside I donate it to school.

By the way, school-side informed the third grade students to donate the uniform, it also the form of anticipating us not to draw our uniform. But my classmate no more left trickness. We all minimally have 3 white shirts, I personally have 4 white shirts. so we decide to make one shirt for donating, one for going to spend our school-time and one for DRAWING!!!!

I have bad news!

Kementerian Pendidikan dan Kebudayaan has announced the result of Ujian Nasional 2014 (20/5)

One who read my articles since 5 months ago knew that I had big ambission to get the highest national accumulative score on Ujian Nasional 2014.

Fact: I do not!

Actually I perceive that I am only a student from 'village' high school who do not to have good treatment in learning process under many reasons. I also didn't join any extra course who take high course fee and last, I also didn't buy the key answer *ops it’s not reason *forget it

First I will talk about the dream. I knew everyone who join Ujian Nasional have a goal for getting predicate "LULUS". However because of my nature to be competitor, I want to be the best than another. One of them was getting the best score around Indonesia in Ujian Nasional.

To me, the level of Ujian Nasional 2014 was more difficult than previous UN or even my try out. I don’t know it’s really difficult or I was too stupid to answer the question. I must whirl my brain to answer those hard level question in test room while another student only open the thick twenty papers with a series of alphabetical (A to E). It's the real distinguishment, right? But I never take attention to them, I always believe that the honesty ones is the winner.